--- Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net> wrote:
> From Ramsey Mon Sep 27 20:28:44 1999
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> Date: 28 Sep 1999 03:28:44 -0000
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> From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
> To: gsquared100@yahoo.com
> Subject: I Must Talk to Someone
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> 
> Gail,
> 
> I feel as though I am left to deal with this alone.
> Once again, I 
> am left alone to talk to this shadow; this illusive
> man who 
> clings to my daughter, even in death. My hope is
> that he is just 
> a man who loves her, and did no more harm to her in
> life as he 
> does now in her death.
> 
> I need to get in touch with a powerful person who
> has interest in 
> what I have to say; a person who cares about this as
> I do; who 
> sees the urgency of this matter, giving it priority.
> I once had 
> that contact. Sadly, I lost that chance. I knew, as
> it was 
> falling apart, that it would be my last chance. At
> its best, my 
> last chance was not sufficient. You certainly must
> know who I 
> speak of. My sister certainly knows.
> 
> You expressed that you might understand what I have
> to say, as 
> one mom to another mom. With the exception of some
> details, you 
> have most of the information. It is quite simple: I
> communicate 
> with a man who looms over my child's grave like a
> dark shadow. He 
> has been in contact with some of the most important
> people 
> involved in this case, including members of my
> family. He has 
> personally contacted the police. It must be noted
> that this all 
> happened more than a year ago. I will repeat that he
> might be my 
> friend. He might be someone close who merely loves
> my child as 
> his own. I really have no problem with him feeling
> the way he 
> does about her if I can be assured that he is not
> her killer.
> 
> During the summer, he told me that he visited
> JonBenet. He shared 
> that, during his visit, he cleaned all the debris
> from her 
> tombstone and off the marble covering over her
> grave. I sense 
> his meticulousness as he mentions the existence of
> ants crawling 
> across her grave and how he brushes them aside. He
> shared that he 
> sang a song to her. I know the title of that song.
> He said he 
> cried and told her how special she was. He always
> mentions that 
> he tells JonBenet he loves her. I have no doubt in
> my mind that 
> he has anything but love in his heart for her. I
> admit that his 
> honorable acts toward my daughter, touch my heart. I
> also ask 
> why. My daughter was murdered and now visits this
> Valiant Prince. 
> He speaks words of comfort and support to me. He
> defends me and 
> offers his protection over me. It is difficult to
> betray him to 
> any extent. On the other hand, my love for my child
> yields an 
> unbelievable devotion to her, superceding any bond I
> might share 
> with this man. Please tell me you understand - as
> one mom to 
> another mom.
> 
> Patricia